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Milk ball, hongkong.Travel > Study Chocolate, Belgium . I've figured that my passport is not with me. So, i say why not ? HAVE BUFFET. |
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 THE pianist. Mummy and I. Mummy and I on the long flight of stairs. Grands. Camwhore.   Yummy desserts. Cheers~     OYSTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why do you think so highly of yourself? I've got 4 off days. Let me think of a way to rot. Or rather, prepare many many ways to rot. So at least i have choices. My TP's on tuesday. Let me put up an act. An act of overflowing confidence. When fact is, im wetting my pants underneath . >.< So today. I did nothing. I lazed in my bed until Nick called me. Well...... Even after he called im still lazing on my bed. Didnt move. Lunch, slacked and went to Compass library. Recieved a call. Went back home. Mummy and Daddy's anniversary today. So we went to Conrad to have dinner. Buffet. Nice oysters. Nice desserts. Sushi bit too hard. Nice salmon sashimi. Yummy~ I kept sneezing. And then i felt really happy. Shhhhhh......... Its a secret. ;D I realised my blog needs some colour.     My number one girl.  Ajisen.    Random. The whole nail of my pinkie toe is coming out! FREAKED OUT! Been busy the whole week. 4 driving lessons. Busy working. Busy having supper. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I realised i ate alot of prata this week. I visited ABC prata house 3 times this week. WOAH. I wanna go kbox. Anyone. Please go kbox with me. HAHAHAHAHA! I need mj too. Its been so long. My hands itchy. I need oldies too. I miss you girls! I need money! THE BLOODY MOTHER FUCKER AGENT KEPT DRAGGING MY PAY!!!!! ................................................................... Pardon me for the unsightly 'rattling'. Its been more than a month. Im surviving on air................... 4 more days to my TP. AWWWWWWWWWW. FREAK OUT. again. Why desserts with 'mud' in their dish name all taste great? Mudpie. Banana. Love it. Mudslide. Alcohol. Drool all over it. Eventful day i say. Driving in the morning. Not tooooooo bad. Ps/ The weather's retarded. Slacked home for awhile. Cause......... The weather's retarded. Visited my lil A. Aiyo.................. I wanna take her home. Sweets. Shes the sweetest thing. Ps/ The weather's retarded. Met up with Sammi babe. Chit chat, blah blah blah. You guess the blahs la huh. What women do when they are together? Ps/ The weather's retarded. Met up with SL babe. HAD AJISEN!!!! Ramen's nice. Dessert.......disappointment. Copied version of MOF's. But failure. I rather pay more for MOF's. Cant get enough. Ps/ The weather's retarded. Met up with Charles sexy. The conspiracy movie. Kekekeke. Not a bad one. All the girls movies are hot. So hard for me to stick to one that i really like alot. Home and very tired. Morning driving tomorrow again. 1 more week till TP. Im shaking. Goodnight! Happy stuff/staff. Went to many places. Or rather float........... Know so many people. Mega courts. *Steve *Ann *OH *Stephen *Zeek Bt Timah courts. *Desmond *Yilin *Johnny *Liza *Ahmad Amk courts. *Sammi *Vincent *I cant remember the rest of the names. Millenia Walk Harvey Norman. *Liyi *Shu hui *Florence *Janet *Daniel *Nick *Rick *Cashe *Dino Fun fun fun people. Though work is boring. But its these people who made it fun! Had supper with my loveliest bro just now. Prata is nice! Milo dino is nice! Tomorrow. Ajisen. Driving tmr. Sian balls. Likey. No more complication. friend /frɛnd/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [frend] Show IPA –noun 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. 2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony. 3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe? a⋅lone /əˈloʊn/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [uh-lohn] Show IPA –adverb 4. solitarily; solely: She prefers to live alone. 5. only; exclusively. 6. without aid or help: The baby let go of the side of the crib and stood alone. Now. I even used dictionary on what i want to express. 1 year had passed. I thought you've changed. But you're still like that. Seriously, change for fuck sake. But then again, i know i wont trust you again la huh. Quit selling your lies to me. I wont buy them. Thats it. Understand my point and move on. **Im very disappointed. Snippets of my feelings. Dedicated. There and then, i only have one sentence. One and only sentence to tell you. Im sorry. ***** And then, i thank god for the love. Your grace, your compassion. Your patience, your dedication. Your time and your love. Snippets of my feelings. I saw a couple on the road today. The girl looked unhappy. Was frowning. The guy looked unhappy. Was folding his arms. The essence of a relationship. Is it sadness? Irritation? Bothersome? Or should it be love, smiles and happiness? Im trying to think VERY positively. No. Its either, I give, you take. Or, You give, I take. Never once will it be, give AND take. Why? Because we are all too selfish. Happiness. Has an expiry date. If you had lady luck hanging around. It could last for years. But if you dont. Its dependable. I thought i knew. I thought i'd understand. But fact is, i've lost it all. But its ok. Im not in a hurry. Im not in a rush. Im not looking for a man. Im looking for a friend. Theres no point pretending. I had bird nest./too! I had loads of oily food at night. I cant drink cold drinks anymore. Work today was fun! Steve was already there when i came. And i found out that he knew Xuan Ren! LOL. How small can sg be? Went for lunch with Ann. Stephen reach after lunch time. Then, it begins........................ We started crowding around and talking non stop. Manager's there but we talk and talk and talk. No sales today. T.T Im going to Bt Timah tomorrow. I wanna cry sia. Driving tomorrow morning. I better sleep. Oh shit, i just got criticized. Oh fuck it. Thats how i speak. Yummy in the tummy. First day of work. LIKE THAT LOR!!! Hahahas. Its boring la ok. I was in the warehouse. Basically socialising. At the last minute, i sold one $299 mattress. Picking up. Monday. Off day. Driving. Speeding. SIM. Raining. Thomson. Lunch-ing. Amk hub. Shopping. I wanna have waffles again! Addict~ I wanna kbox! I wanna steamboat! Centre of attention. In return of that, its just another lonely backstage. So why do i care? Oh ya~ Doctor said i cant have fruits except apple and pear. And i cant have ALOT of vege. So, i think imma just gonna take in alot of meat. Carnivor! Here i come~ Im giggling with blissed. I woke up kinda early today. My eyes opened at....10am. I snoozed till 11am. Im so lazy. But im excited about Phua's carnival today. Prepared and i know im running late. But the worst thing came. Mummy called. Asked me to handle some stuff for her. And i got really late. Like..an hour late. Did all she requested and i rushed off. I walked so fast i felt the heat on the sole man. HAHAHAHAS! Met up with the guys and we took a damn bloody long train journey to bt batok. Bused down to MI and tada~ We are at the CARNIVAL! The carnival was happening! But maybe i was spinning with hunger. Thats why i didnt enjoy much. And the weather's a bitch. Hungry and potato salad is nice. I shall announce............................ Potato salad is my favourite snack! Had lunch at McDonald. McSpicy, woah...i feel my stomach churning after that meal. Cabbed back to Charles' place. He got the car and we got to Phua's place. Went to the mall. Got some discs. Had some LJS. Bought some Ben & Jerry. And went home. I meant, Phua's home. I had my super korean maggi mee. I shall announce again. Korean maggi mee is the runner up. My 2nd favourite food. Watched the shows and laugh our ass off. Stayed till 11 plus and we went back. SL's collection is up. http://hauteurban.livejournal.com/ http://hauteurban.livejournal.com/ http://hauteurban.livejournal.com/ http://hauteurban.livejournal.com/ Check it out. Work's tomorrow. Im lazy, but i hope i will enjoy! Thanks Phua for the day! Thanks Darren for the day! Thanks Charles for the day! Thanks my father in heaven for the day! Amen! Im hoping. That, the friendship will still be there. Im sincerely hoping. Nothing will change. If im wrong. Then, im sorry. I ate so much i felt sick. As my title suggest... I ate alot today. Morning. I had a plate of fried noodle. I had a big bowl of soup. I had a bowl of chicken rice. Noon. I had Yoshinoya. I had brands. Evening. I had my dinner. I had a bowl of maggi mee. I had fruits. I had cookies and snacks. I had 2 glasses of fruit juice. I had bird nest. Midnight. Im still munching on something. In times of hunger. Charles really helped me out man. Thanks bro! Went to the furniture mall today to test out all the mattresses. They are really nice~ Makes me wanna buy one king size from them and roll my night away. But its expensive shit. Though i think its really worthwhile. Thick, comfy and soft mattress. Shopped around. Saw a pretty cool sofa. Love it~ Went to SL's place again. Im freaking thrilled. In times of finance struggle. Your envelope really helped alot. Thanks babe~ Phua's carnival tomorrow. Sunday starting work. Let me enjoy work. Cause i have very good boss and friends who are helping me out. Thanks. And for the love of christ. Give me my pay already!  Why are we not talking anymore? I miss the times we crap and do nothing! I had a good day. Slack day. Hot day. Shit, i feel like eating KFC. Met with Vincent in the noon. Chit chatted and chit chatted. He is my boss by the way. We were supposed to talk business. But i dont know how we got to topics like gambling, school and stuff. He was from Yuying too. HAHAHAHAHAS! Basically he knows who is Mr Neo. Mr Neo ahhh, time to retire already! Then, watched ANGEL AND DEMON with Charles. Fantastic show but a little too long. Popes are awesome~ I love the half demon half angel statue. I've been craving for MEE SIAM MEE SIAM MEE SIAM!!!!! But, i didnt get to have it *$%$#@! I had laksa in the end. I knew i was having gastric. But my mind insist on having laksa. So, i had a tummy achey laksa. And Charles had uber sour bak chor mee. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. Something is so wrong with amk central's hawker. But bandung is nice. I miss the times. Can i go back to the past? Pretty please. I have a piece of good news for myself. Not a bad day afterall. I dread waking up. Cause i feel that today will be a bad bad day. My beloved Charles brother came back already! So happy! Met up and have the usual. I got such a shocked man. My bro look so handsome when he got back >.< Sunglass, mohawk and all. WOOOOOOOOOOO~ Ajisen, scallops were too chewy. I didnt get to have gelare tonight. T.T singaporean all knew there's cheap deal today. In the end we went to ice cube. I had too much food again today. Came back home and rest. Oh ya, I GOT ACCEPTED IN SIM! Yay! I finally got a school. Felt more secure now. If not i feel myself hanging in the mid air. Phew. I think im really a lucky girl. Really lucky. There are still times when i mention you, i feel like crying. ******* I remember myself typing this. Shes interested in being alone now. She appreciate affection. But she will not return any. She regret to tell you so. She wants everyone to be just friends. She is fine. Even so.... Went to Ikea today. Had too much food. But it was nice. Sometimes i just feels that im going out of my mind. Im not interested in relationship. Why do i still mingle around? Is there some part in me that still craves? But the feeling is not the same anymore. I know, very positively i cant find that kind of feeling i used to have anymore. They say, a lady will only have 2 true love. Mine's used up. Is that why i dont feel anymore? I devote into my previous relationships so much. But i get nothing out of it. After every long talk. Maybe things might change. Maybe things might not. I really praise you for your perserverance. I dont know if i may change my mind. You know you can only give me time. And i will really thank you for that grace. I have been very happy for the past 6 months, being single. Handsome suit, my revolution. Star trek is not a bad movie. Surprisingly, i kinda like it. Went out with TC one fine day. We had yummy sashimi and ice cream at MOF. We had yummy royce chocolate. We had nice movie namely, star trek. We had nice scenary namely, sky terrace. We had nice music namely, esplanade piano practice room. I had nice day namely, one fine day. 2 sisters and Darren plus me went for steamboat. I flew outta the van. I nearly committed suicide against my own will. Phew~~~ Im still well and one piece sitting here. And, steamboat is nice! Lets go again!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Meet up with Phua [like finally see your face]. And Darren. Slacked, literally slacked..slumped at her place. Supper and went home. I basically did almost nothing when im home. Except. EAT. I only find myself walking when my mind think of food. Other than that, im lazing on my bed watching comedy. Im rotting! But im too lazy to go out. No money too. MY PAY MY PAY!!! Im getting pissed off. I NEED GOOD FOOD AND GOOD SHOPPING. **actually not good food la. just lavish life. >.< AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Now, im going to look for food again. I miss Charles. And rs wth are you man. I hate it when you got exams! Uh huh uh huh. Charles! Come back quick! Very outdated photos.      Our new haircut~ My food. LV Majong.    My love.           Jail food. Is this karma? I stole some music from you. I stole a stack of fortune from you. I stole some feelings from you. I stole your time. But i threw them back to you. How does that make me a good theif? Im contented. I say im blissed to have to nice people around me. Thank you so much. I see alot of bloody babies on the table. Yucks, i see the cover of the cig box on rs' table. YUCKS! Bloody baby~ Woke up at 11 plus. Did nothing. Doze off again. Woke up at 12 plus. Did nothing. Cause i dont know what to do. Decided to finally make the logo. Ate a sandwich, chat, slack...etc etc etc. Somebody said he want to study. But he is sleeping now. Where is my cane.......... Thats what makes my life so fucking fantastic. I had a fantastic day! My eyes shot open at around 11am. I thought i would wake up around 9am. Cause i had been waking quite early for a few days. Oh well, it just shows that im pretty lazy person. HURHUR~ oh well. To hotel, chit chat, get my stuff, chit chat, scan my stuff, chit chat, go to HR, chit chat and finally went off. **oh ya, i get to keep the name tag. yay! Trained to AMK hub. Wanted to rush for the 3pm show. But, rs still sleeping. Popped by his place, and watch tv. Bazhang and Ben was there too. Surprise surprise~ But anyways, couldnt regconise bazhang's voice. I thought it was rs sio! o.o Caught the 5pm show. TAKEN! Thats the title of the show, not that the 5pm show was taken. Fuck, it was really nice! If you havent watch it. Watch it! Watch it NOW! Daddy's DAMN suave, cool, calm, talented, straightfoward, loving. SWEET~ Home, watched catwoman. Seriously, no action at all. The whole show, remain pretty can ledi. Every step i took, my left temple is pounding. I dont know what happened man. Maybe i should see a doctor if it continues. Ouch. What is the point? 对不起，不要对我那么好。 我不能给你什么。 Last day of work. Im surfing net like no one's business. Not because i dont have work to do. Its because i finish them in the morning. So today is really very slack. Going back tomorrow to return all the stuff. Gonna miss them. So how? Im gonna slack at home already lo. Hurhur~ Im not excited at all. Im not looking forward to anything. NOTHING. Cutting my hair on wednesday. I hope it turn out fine. Gonna go cut with Darren. If not he's gonna turn into some illegal immigrant again. Show's over. Im going to bed. Outing tomorrow. *** Tag with a name people. Thanks. Which direction am i heading to? Little tiny update. I think im lost. Im worn out and exhausted. I fell sick. I felt helpless. Even though I have people around me. Then im sorry to people who cared about me. People who cared a little too much for me. Im sorry I've become selfish. Im sorry I have become rotten. Im sorry my perspectives changed. Im sorry im not me sometimes. Im sorry that im queer at times. Im sorry for my moodswings. Im sorry for being ME. What do i want? You cant read me. I cant read meself too. Im very confused. I dont want anything to be ruin. I dont want to have conflicts or bad relationship. But is there a good way to put things through? I hope there is. **** -on a lighter note. tomorrow is my last day of work. i will miss work! Defination of happiness. My mood goes high and low. It never stays. Basically, i cant remember every event that happens the last few days. So im just gonna post whatever i remember ya. Okay, i remember going for high tea at Swissotel. With Mr TC. There wasnt much variety of food. I wasnt all that hungry. But the atmosphere was already quite high class. So, i get to act high class. Hurhur~ fun fun! 22 minutes of snookering with TC at M.Sq. Its expensive, please go to safra and play! Im still lousy. Very lousy. I remember watching XMEN! Interesting show. But isnt this XMEN III or something ledi. Why prof can walk? I remember going to Bedok for supper with RS! With his campmates and my sister. And i remember zw called for mj. -.- I remember its only the 2nd time i've sat at the back seat. I remember going for driving and nearly got into an accident. I remember i was sick. Still sick. And trying to eat ice cream, chocolates etc etc. Ranting from RS. HURHUR~ DEAREST CHARLES!!!! PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND DONT LET SWINE FLU CLING ONTO YOU! BUY ME PRESSIES TOO~ Im done updating. *dream of me tonight. and i did. |
