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My supper's from overseas. Thank you for the supper. Yumyum. Oh, and that ointment for scald injury. Thoughtful. Im super duper tired. Goodnight. Chicken essence heals BLUEBLACK! Hees, HG gave me zam buk and chicken essence to hasten the recovery of my blueblack. But how does chicken essence help neh? Hmmmmmmm. Rub rub rub~ Now, my blueblack became RED! I drank chicken essence this noon. And i felt so sleepy. I swear HG added some sleeping pills in it. LOL. Thank you! I felt kinda useless today. Im suppose to do hardcore typing of my scripts. But i slept through. Woke up and couldnt resist the temptation of watching shows. Awwwwwwwwwwww. Unproductive. Was suppose to meet my 'client' today. But she couldnt make it. I woke up from my nap just to meet her wor. Sadded. Tomorrow! Mcdonald BREAKFAST with her! Milo milo~ Bought a whole load of snacks today. Must claim money liao. Hungry hungry. Just nice, ah ma came out from malaysia. Got nice food ledi. Im feeling damn damn uncomfortable! I hope my pay come in quick! I dont like the feeling of owing money. Wait for me savior! >.< Thanks so much! Target for tomorrow. At least finish 2 sets of papers. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU! GOODNIGHT! 我喜欢的天气。 早晨的阳光照射透微薄的帘布。 躲在暖暖的被窝， 不舍得。 刮风的下午， 站在窗边， 看着窗外的落叶。 沉思。 享受着温柔的风， 仿佛风儿在身边翩翩起舞。 身上的衣服也似乎跟着起舞。 最喜欢的傍晚， 天色变得橙黄色。 窗外听见孩子们快乐玩耍的声音。 妈妈高音呼叫‘吃饭了，别玩了！’ 爸爸提着背包回家了。 一家大小吃饭了。 多么热闹啊。 深夜了。 我的时间会停止。 暖，夜风，宁静。 三合一。 有一天， 会有爱你和你爱的人， 一起享受着白天到黑夜的精彩天气。 其实人生很简单。 试着在吵闹的城市闭上眼。 仔细聆听， 你会发现你听得见各种各样的声音。 再听。。。 你可能可以清楚的听见他们的交谈。 细心。 专著。 很重要。 不要迷失了。 我们可能在爱情迷失了方向。 可是，让我们专著，仔细地聆听自己的心声。 我想我们一定能听见我们与自己的谈话。 清楚的了解以后， 向前一步吧。 晚安！ When i fall in love. I fall in love with the car the recently rented. I felt so secure with it. Though there are possibilities that i might hurt it. See the way i drive, you will know why. There might be possibilities that dirty it, bleah bleah bleah. But i still feel so happy with it. Yeah, it cost me quite a sum. BUT ITS OK!!! Petrol petrol.... Hmmmmmmm. Orientation tomorrow. I think i will be blur. More updates when im not that sleepy. NIGHTS. Today is the best day. Weet~ Got the car today. Super chio eh. Super sporty. Not very fast la. But still good to go. Worked. Sian-ed. Knock off. HIGH! Send Susan and Vincent back. Picked Sl, Alvin and Stanley up. Zw led us to holland v. Had dinner, chilled and went for MJ! ahem, shhhhh. We sped....way too much. Won mj a little. Went home. Worried that i never off my lights. Worried that i kenna summon tomorrow. Worried my car no more battery. OMGGG~ It can be quite worrying when you have a car. But its so convenient and fun! Lancer's not bad a car. Anyway, HG resolved everything for me. I feel so bad~ Cause he came all the way from JB just to ease my paranoid about the lights that i thought i didnt switch off. He came and said, your lights' off lo~ T.T SORRY!!!!!!! BUT THANKS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!! Dinner's on me someday! End of my day. I cant wait till tomorrow. Im draining. But i feel so happy. Best birthday present! Its been awhile. No matter how sad the song is. No matter how sentimental. I hadnt cried for months. I held a strong front for months. But upon seeing HG's message on facebook. The tear swelled and rolled. How long had i been running away from the pain, the agony? You didnt turn back. But im still holding on. I commanded my tears, to never ever fall. To let you see im strong and that confident woman you once liked. I dont know how to continue. Im walking in your shadow. Today i got your answer. You said you cant help, you cant give. I felt like how i felt on breakup day. The sour feeling, as if someone's gripping on my heart so hard. I thought about it. I try not to think of it. I went to take a nap. I find myself waking up every now and then with the sour feeling. I find myself waking up, tears ready to roll. Then, i force myself again to fall back asleep. But i get the same result over and over again. I decided to take a cold shower. Go out and take a stroll with ah bi. Had some prata with kw. Watch some comedy. And finally settle back, on my laptop and hopefully talk to some friends. But i cried. In the end i still cried. I know this post is getting a little too emotional. I hope this will be my last, emotional entry. Bad things happen so that better things can come along. I always want to believe in this. Please be real. 这本书。 第一页是空的。 纸的表面似乎还残留着泪水的痕迹。 我翻到第二页。 标题：四月二十一日。 我看到了我们的故事。 积极的我，每一天都翻开新的一页阅读。 每一页都有笑与泪。 读着读着，我来到了第245页。 当我翻到第246页。。 怎是空的。 没有结果。 没有结局。 我哭了。 从此，我不再阅读。 心怕，哪怕有一天我又读到一本没有结局的故事。 后来，我意识到我能够继续那本书的故事。 只要我在空的那一页继续写下去。 我试了一试。 可惜，我没有那么好的文笔。 我放弃了。 半年过去了。 我学会了一些不错的文章写法。 本子还有很多空的纸张。 想不想写一篇新的故事。 让我想一想吧。 Whoever understand how i am feeling now. I had muffins in the morning. And its really nice. To the extend i actually felt like crying. Silly me. Yesterday was my birthday. Didnt do alot. Shopping in the day. And dinner in the evening. Dinner was good. But way too expensive. Glad that i spent my birthday with 2 besties. I dont wanna continue guessing. I need an answer. I need to move on. But i still love you so so much. Really, can someone tell me what to do?    My best friends. F29. I LOVE IT. Jie jie and ah bi got this for me. WEET PINK!  Burberry bears. >.<   Watch from Hong Guan. Dream come true: Muffins from Yong sheng.        Burning cake. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.      My favourite food at JP. Keys of a mazda RX8, hanging at its door. My bird's nest. zw's mango THING. FLY FLY~ Chewy JR! I have loved you deep. Weeet~ Thank you for the wonderful kbox night! Really awesome! Yu meng, Hong guan and Weiwei. Just one more day and its my birthday already. A little bit restless cause it isnt anything special. 19........ Next year might be fun. HAHAHAHHAHAHAS. Im giving myself a birthday gift. Tomorrow is shopping day! I've ledi set aside money for shopping. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Cant wait~ Gonna prepare for work now. Loves. Unknown damages. Today is a rather eventful day. Though we planned for a breakfast. But no one seemed to wake up on time. HAHAHAHAS. Thus, its cancelled. Met up with zhewei, tengcong and xuan ren for movie. We caught ghosts of girlfriends past. I think its super dupper nice. Funny, touching and funny. I had subway!!! Weeeeeet~ So happy. Mj at zhewei's place. Lose money again. T.T Just for fun. Oh ya, was over at his place for mj the night before too. Tomorrow at Jurong point. Weeet~ I wanna have chewy jr! I wanna have the riverside grilled fish! Cant wait till monday! Teehees. Wallet one huge hole. But im so very satisfied. Im happy. Yet i dont feel all that happy. Im missing something/someone. Im gonna shout: 'I miss you Heng Yong Sheng!' Phew. There. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMEEN! All the memories are flooding me! This june's supposed to be very frightening. The verdict of the two major things thats happening in my life. Adminssion of SIM. Passing of my traffic police test. I got admitted. I passed my TP. Phew. I got into a good company for my part time job. I've got a very very good superior. I've got very very good colleagues. Therefore, i have no more wants. I guess the only want, is to have good sales!!! 2 invoice is too pathetic. I want blueberry cupcakes for my birthday. Who said love in the first place? The first man on earth. Met the first woman on earth. If they were to fall in love. Who said love in the first place? If man were the one who said love. How did he express it? Does woman understand? If woman understand. Did their love last? If we were to fall in love at that land before time. Will we feel safer? Theres nothing called break up. Theres nothing called separation. If theres nothing called break up and separation. There will be nothing called heart broken. Theres nothing called memories. Theres nothing called me. Its lyrics from a song. I did a rubbish translation. But it did helped express my feelings. I really hope to be.... At the land before time.  I want this! Ah ma! Poor little thing. BUFFET! Ang Gu Kueh! Look at his expression.  Little cousin. Ah bi's smelly feet.  Me driving!  Daddy. Mummy!     Wanni and Lil A. I got too bored at work. Breakfast from Vincent. Lil rabbit.   Waffles night. Im a tourist.    Kbox! |
