Even so....

Went to Ikea today.
Had too much food.
But it was nice.

Sometimes i just feels that im going out of my mind.
Im not interested in relationship.
Why do i still mingle around?
Is there some part in me that still craves?
But the feeling is not the same anymore.
I know, very positively i cant find that kind of feeling i used to have anymore.
They say, a lady will only have 2 true love.
Mine's used up.
Is that why i dont feel anymore?

I devote into my previous relationships so much.
But i get nothing out of it.

After every long talk.
Maybe things might change.
Maybe things might not.
I really praise you for your perserverance.
I dont know if i may change my mind.
You know you can only give me time.

And i will really thank you for that grace.

I have been very happy for the past 6 months, being single.