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so dream of food tonight
Milk ball, hongkong.Travel > Study Chocolate, Belgium . I've figured that my passport is not with me. So, i say why not ? HAVE BUFFET. |
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Sunshine butt
This is VIC's sphere.Fortuitous.Gaiety.Tommyrot ♥ no-blackbean@hotmail.com blahba~
no one's here!
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Design: doughnutcrazyIcon: morphine_kissed I play and pray. |
Its been awhile. No matter how sad the song is. No matter how sentimental. I hadnt cried for months. I held a strong front for months. But upon seeing HG's message on facebook. The tear swelled and rolled. How long had i been running away from the pain, the agony? You didnt turn back. But im still holding on. I commanded my tears, to never ever fall. To let you see im strong and that confident woman you once liked. I dont know how to continue. Im walking in your shadow. Today i got your answer. You said you cant help, you cant give. I felt like how i felt on breakup day. The sour feeling, as if someone's gripping on my heart so hard. I thought about it. I try not to think of it. I went to take a nap. I find myself waking up every now and then with the sour feeling. I find myself waking up, tears ready to roll. Then, i force myself again to fall back asleep. But i get the same result over and over again. I decided to take a cold shower. Go out and take a stroll with ah bi. Had some prata with kw. Watch some comedy. And finally settle back, on my laptop and hopefully talk to some friends. But i cried. In the end i still cried. I know this post is getting a little too emotional. I hope this will be my last, emotional entry. Bad things happen so that better things can come along. I always want to believe in this. Please be real. |
