Been thinking back.

Not just the recent past.
But stuff from long long time ago.
I dont know why the sudden memory flash back.

Im not contented now.
Is that why i think back and think of the possible nice things that i kept in my secret memory sector?

I keep flooding myself with shows, music, videos.
I keep flooding myself by sms-ing, going out, having laughs.
Its like the other time, whenever i feel down....
I'll flood myself with DBSK songs.
Now, i flood myself with 2PM's videos and songs.
I close my eyes seeing them.
I get insomia because of 'excessive' watching.
Kinda weird huh.
I should feel tired after one whole day of non stop hits.
But in the end, i got insomia.
LOL.

Should i embrace reality or continue running away from it.
Leaving it hanging?!

Went cycling with Phua and Darren today.
Rained.
Cycled hard!
I can feel my muscle cramped up together.
Shiok~
At least i feel healthy.
But i think i really lack stamina now.
SHIT!

Anyways, dinner at BK with Phua, Darren and Pearleen.
Suddenly all of us become so 'business' like.
Talking about stocks and all.
Phew, i was spacing out at one point.
But when they talked about houses, suddenly im awake.
LOL.
Pearleen dad was so kind to send us home.
Thank you!
So i reach home rather early.

Im very very beat~
Wanna sleep!
But i continue watching 2PM still.
Now, 1:42pm.
Im REALLY going to bed.
GOODNIGHT!