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Milk ball, hongkong.Travel > Study Chocolate, Belgium . I've figured that my passport is not with me. So, i say why not ? HAVE BUFFET. |
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IM SO PISSED NOW. WTF is wrong with my phone line?! I used MONEY to buy the IDD card. Yet in the end, I still need to pay another amount when i use the IDD card to call?! Which also means im paying double amount. Ridiculous. Turned out my phone bill is BOMBED. I thought my evening can end with a wonderful full stop. And yes, it just has to bombard me with this kinda fucked up issue. Anyways, nice evening. Met up with beloved Yu meng. Had Prata and bleah bleah. Before that me and Baby went to Tampines. Actually i wanted to do some shopping. But turned out, we didnt have enough time. So we had dinner........ Awfully salty dinner. And went to meet with Yu meng. Supper and went home. Very short evening. But very long nagging from mummy. Im soooo tired. They say i have a nice family. I guess its the same. Every family got problems somewhere, somehow. Im the problem of the family. I guess if im not in the family, everything will be better. I spend most money in this household. I waste most of their time scolding me in this household. Though i dont make the most presence in the house. But i get scolding most often. Weird. Im so tired of them scolding me. I guess they are tired of scolding me as well. If you wanna point a finger at 'good-for-nothing'. Please, point at me. I admit alright. Im very unhappy this period. Very. Its like she mind-mapped out everything and told me off to make me feel so worthless. My acadamy isnt that good, i have problems on my work, i have confusion with regards to human relationship. Im very very unhappy. But i think i brought them all upon myself huh. I've thinking very positively till date. But i dont know if i can continue to be like that. How long more till i say enough?! I had enough. How long till i tear the smiling face down from my face. I feel myself so weak. Question myself, why are you so weak? Swallow the criticism. 3 more years. Pretend nothing happen. Live life as normal. Can i?! This is the worst. |
