Im so scared.

Im so scared that one day i will just say, enough.
I had enough of all these shit.
But why am i scared?
If i reject, nothing is going to change.
Cause even now, with or without, it doesnt make any difference.
It still alone, its still lonely.

The only thing that is going to change is my feelings and my perspective towards you.
Or rather, this gender.

Im scared i cant take it anymore.
'nothing is more important than games and friends to you.'