Its better not to remember.

I have been on a roller coaster ride since...2 years back.
The ups and downs, the twist and turns.
They're all making me worn out.

Best i could do was avoid.
But a part of me screams.
Screamed outta agony, outta frustration.
But end of the day, i could only swallow them back.
Its definately not the best feeling in the world.

I threw away the smallest thing you gave me which i held precious.
But i kept the biggest thing you gave me and its often haunting.

I do best to make myself happy!
But who knows at the tiny corner somewhere inside me, its swelling with tears.

Enough said.
Im not feeling very well.
Emotionally that is.